I think I need to start drinking Sustagen Premium...

... before my memory gap widens. I sometimes tend to forget things I have to do or stuff passed on to me by people. Like if an idea pops inside my head, I need to write it down if I want to keep or to remember that thought because in a matter of minutes, that thought, that idea, that sentence or that word goes out the window and in to the streets. It'll get run over bu a truck and chances of survival is slim to none. I try hard to remember what is was, but I just couldn't.

Back in HS, I had a common book. It's where I place all the ideas, sentence or words that pop up in my head. I'd even place there what I was feeling at the moment. If you'd see me back then, you'd think I was a taking bets for Jueteng. From the commom book, I'd be able to put togother short poems. The poems may not follow "guidelines", but it did get the message across. But now, I can't get one idea out of my head.

Maybe it's not because of memory gap, maybe I'm not inspired to do so. Maybe there's nothing tiggerring me to think such thoughts. Maybe the common book was just a props. Maybe... maybe...

I know those thoughts will come sometime. Probably when I'm least expecting it. They'll just pop-up again like it use too. I just hope I could remember those thoughts.

I just hope I... crap! I forgot what I was gonna say... oh man...